April 2012
17 posts
Daily thoughts of the same thing. I wish I had enough balls to take action. I will soon enough though. Go ahead, Keep pushing me. Watch what happens.
You’re the reason I contemplate suicide almost every day. Good think we have no guns in this house.
March 2012
87 posts
Sometimes i wonder why i even bother, why i even try. Two seps forward, three steps back. Every single fucking time. I understand the fact that i have a “good” life, but i would trade everything i have to just be happy again. instead of trying to keep people in my life that make no effort to be there, i’d rather just work on making my relationships better with the friends i do...